Dreaming of living and loving.

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Spinning around me like a wind. The dreams of us to heights of something you never could imagine.
Running down like a river,when the love falls apart. Life is changing every day with your words changing. In every possible way you stand as alias for impossible. Felt like this before and it feels even more now. She watches me tear apart with the dreams fiercely. I  don't know how possible it was to ignore something that we wanted.

This is what love is all about. The serenity and divinity getting diminished. The sparkling ever joy of happiness fading away. The move of my heart trembling down to my nerves. This is the end where I
Begin.

Loving you from inside and out was the mystery that took place. Now you are away, I've fallen down to my knees pleading to end this mystery running in my veins. It almost feels like everything have been replaced with tears.

10 years with you have been my greatest pleasure through out my life. Things changed between us which dragged me to a dead end corner. Boxed all my sides with walls. I feel the sunlight fading away from my skin. I lost that touch of warmth.

Now my years continue to be cold with darkness in my blood.

Wishing you a happy life. You were the first one. 

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