Down the memory lane.
Do you often get those rush right through your head and numbs you so hard that you just go blank for a while and think about yourself for the rest of the night. This just begins on a cold night where I miss those arms around me. How could I tell you that I miss you more than missing my real self? I lay around wishing that nights never existed, but you there sleep like it's made for peace. How could this possibly go wrong? You felt every right thing as wrong. " Okay! I'm just done doing this."- I know I have told it a hundred thousand times. But did you know the pain it took me to just to tell "I give up." Well, you are so mesmerizing that, I don't bother to bleed myself and put scars to be repressed. I tried, to fix myself. To never disappoint you. But you always speak so recklessly. I've been watching myself get down on my knees and begging you to just be mine completely. But you fly! You always liked to fly. Now I see you above me flying to yo...