How you spoilt it.
There the times where I used to defend to the tiny particle that offends you when you were mine, and even when you are not mine anymore too. But today, it feels the night is gonna be a longer more than usual. 'Cause this is no dream of me hating you so much for the first time in my fucking life. All I had to ask myself was this "Why did I let her take the control of my emotions ?". The answer was that I loved her so much more, but the best thing was that she lied to me more than I loved her. Fucking wow. This is such a distress to live on. She spoiled what was mine to myself. She puts me down to crosses of un-heard blames and rumours, it's fine. But she let down my ability to feel anymore. It hardly takes up minutes to spoil her future. But I'm not her. I'm not the heartless one that was born. She doesn't even give a fuck about this say. But she will give a fuck when something that actually means to her falls apart right in front of her. ...