Life as we know it.

Before she even falls asleep, I would die one foot at the door. Running away from me. Am I crazy to think to a love. I'm crazy to  give my heart and returned twisted all up. Now its like a just a acoustic life. Loosing you is like loosing my air. But when you are around me It's harder to breathe. I wanted to learn how to love, not just feel the feeling.I wanted to mend this heart before I quit believing.I can't keep holding on when you're already gone. I'm dancing with your memory. My desire for you was without a ceiling If I can't be the one I hope you find somebody new that knows you, needs you, lives, and breathes you the way that I still do. But all you did was talk things about me that weren't true. I stood all the time for you, but I din't realize that i was already bleeding. All that you wished for was right in front of you. I wanted to tell you everything but you took chances away from you. But even if the whole world is watching i...

Spinning around me like a wind. The dreams of us to heights of something you never could imagine. Running down like a river,when the love falls apart. Life is changing every day with your words changing. In every possible way you stand as alias for impossible. Felt like this before and it feels even more now. She watches me tear apart with the dreams fiercely. I  don't know how possible it was to ignore something that we wanted. This is what love is all about. The serenity and divinity getting diminished. The sparkling ever joy of happiness fading away. The move of my heart trembling down to my nerves. This is the end where I Begin. Loving you from inside and out was the mystery that took place. Now you are away, I've fallen down to my knees pleading to end this mystery running in my veins. It almost feels like everything have been replaced with tears. 10 years with you have been my greatest pleasure through out my life. Things changed between us which dragged me to a ...