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So heyy, Back to the writing stuff I suppose. So tonight I have to frankly tell you that I'm not over you. I tried manipulating myself from the thoughts I have about you , but failure knows me well. I stopped thinking it as a past and started to think it was those set of nightmares what I went through. Well I still do hope that you check my blog now and then, but it's already to disgraceful that I'm hoping. I did love you a lot. I think I do still. Why does these never ending questions spin up my head leaving me cold for every fucking cold night. What did you just do to me all these years? Why do I feel like I'm swallowing water and drowning when I'm just above the surface and breathing some fresh air? What magic did you just pour into my head, heart, mind, soul? Why did you leave me so complicated? Why do I feel some where that you are happy with someone else whom you don't belong to? Why do i fucking feel love from you? What was that day when you just showed c...