Life as we know it.

Friday!  Promises are not meant to be broken. So here I'm writing this to you.  WORTH, what do you realize by those 5 letters. Nothing? You think you are joke? You are a joke in a way that keeps every single one of them around you happy and laughing.  You think you are a toy to be played? You are toy to me like a barbie doll/whatever that I take care of everyday and never be without it.  You think you have been told stories? 'Cause people are jealous that your stories of your struggle and hardships inspire them.  The worth of yours is something that makes every person ( if none I do) to wait just for your text. I cant tell there isn't a bad day when you are here. There are bad days. But you just make it smooth when the water is rough.  So when do you realize your WORTH and say it to yourself that you are worthy for every part of yours. This is WORTH of yours making me write this at this mid of night.  This is WOR...

I miss how easy it was with you. I miss how texting was fun, talking on the phone was normal and hanging out wasn’t an occasion. I miss how effortless it was with you — the conversations just flowed. I wasn’t afraid of saying too much. I knew you wouldn’t run away. I miss how things made sense with you; how you meant what you said how you kept your promises and how you always made time for us. You ruined dating for me because now I don’t get it, now texting is a nightmare and hanging out is a chore. Now I can’t deeply connect with anyone and I’m even more guarded. Now the simplest thing I say is enough for someone to walk away. Now no one means what they say, they don’t say anything at all, they don’t do much either and I can’t hep but remember you. People tell me my standards are too high and it’s because of you. I never felt like I was settling with you. I never felt like it was less than what...